That day and Today…

Completely baffled by the relationships around… A girl coming close to my friends to get close to me… A place where relationships meant sharing the beds… Feelings were felt to be waste of time.. Going to late night parties… Friends.. Booze… Girls… Smoke… There was everything that makes life Beautiful and vice versa… This was the life which I was living… Until that day when few perplexed situations made me realize that there should me some meaning to my life…(other than playing TT)

Giving a thought to it.. and probably working on it I made a decision to give myself a break.. A break which would take me away from all my close friends… all relationships.. a time which was to discover me (u can also call it as a vanwaas)..!!! A time where i had to realize all the good things done and the bad things that could have been avoided…

Almost nearing one year being away from friends.. from relationships..Getting to know new so called good people and then becoming friends… Amidst this their was a liking towards someone special which I had not realized…

Christmas party at a friends place and she sitting close to me.. ( A feeling that the vanwaas is probably going to get over ) my friends made me realize that genuinely i have some feelings for her.. She was sweet.. gentle.. calm.. and sensible... somehow I just wanted to spend time with her (just to get to know her better ).

The swapping of college at the same time was somewhere adding to the fun element of it… Traveling together in the train to college and sometimes back to our home.. Every moment spent with her was pure magic…

Every day in every way tried to show her change that she has got in me… Every breath was taken just to show her my love… Tried all the new ways of convincing that magical Yes from her… Finally my prayers were answered and she said a yes to me...

14^th Nov ’05 – 14^th Nov ‘ 09 … After 4 awesome yrs of our relationship… I still get to see that love in her eyes… that comfort when she is in my arms..

And also the peace that I get to feel when she is besides me !!

Today I owe my everything to her… She is the one who has been there in my ups and downs… She has been the same… and so do I ought to be…!!

This blog was written with just a small aim of saying a small Thank You to my love.. And also as a small gift to her…

As keeping in mind what she always says “ WORDS ARE THE BEST GIFT A PERSON CAN GIVE TO ANYONE “