Donno what went wrong...

After six years of so called friendship... Today i finally came out with what was inside me for so long..!!!

All the quarrels... the ignorance.. the silence... turned into tears which were shed ed for the first and the last time....

With not even a single thought of actually hurting my friend... always went to meet them unconditionally... always said the words which they would like... always scared about the words which could be offensive..

Suffering through lot of pain... i always preferred to keep it inside and not let it out till this date when i just couldn't take it any more...

always lived my life as how they wanted it to be... but not now... it isn't for a reason that i have started a new life in my new college... but its just that they are not ready to understand...

People tell me that you are a very deep person.. getting to know you is very difficult.. probably yes... but i feel six years are more than enough to know me...

Every act of mine was taken to be offensive... every word of mine were taken to be an irony....

Am i so difficult... am i so strange.. am i so wierd.. am i not a good friend..is wat i asked myself..??

To my surprise im finding it difficult to answer these questions today where i would have answered these questions very easily probably yesterday...

This is not my usual way of getting my frustration out..

somewhere i still know that they are my friends... but now they have made me feel that they are not worth it... or vice versa...

Today i have taken a decision of keeping a distance from them...

and hoping that ill keep my word...