Thursday, December 30, 2010

Runaway!

It was purely my luck that I got to see her again after a long time…

She was in my city and in my house, unwillingly though as she had no option…
But that somehow made me happy…

We came across each other throughout the day.
I wanted to stop her and talk to her but I guess it wasn’t as easy as it looked!

As always I was working late and used to return after they have slept.. One opportunity was what I was waiting for to talk to her & to tell her that I still love her the way I always did..

To my luck next day morning I met her on the breakfast table alone… I threw a casual “hi” to her with slight hesitation followed by “Good Morning”!

And there was silence till we finished our breakfast…

As she was walking away with the plates I turned and said “I’m Sorry”!

Feeling disgusted she kept walking… She kept the plates in the kitchen sink and came back and sat in front of me and replied “Im Engaged”… “Im Engaged to a person whom I don’t love, but he loves me a lot… And he is not a coward like you who did not turn up on his Engagement”. These fake words thrown at someone without concern don’t matter at all.

I knew it was a pile up… She was fuming and to be honest I was feeling disgusted too… And this time more importantly at me…!

She continued,” You were the only priced possession I had for these many years, at least you could have done is told me if you were not ready for this.. We would have talked through it”!

I was scared & more concerned about the fact that getting engaged would have put an added responsibility on me and I was at such a situation in my career that I had an option of choosing you or my career.. Where I chose my career! And yes more importantly I was not ready for it!

And what about me? Did you even bother once to get back to me.? We both invested 8 long years in this relationship when we made this decision of getting engaged and you just flushed it in few seconds!!?

You were important to me..!! You were the reason why im still not engaged..!! I always believed that you would still come back to me after all this!! And besides I dint have a choice!

You always have a choice & it’s important what choice you choose to make!
And I have made my choice, and cowards don’t fit in that!

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