Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I want to say something to you
What?
I think we should be just friends..!!
But we are friends..!
Yes…. But I want be “just friends”…
But I was here to tell you that I love you and I want you to be my girlfriend..!!
This whole time we’ve been having such a good time together and all of a sudden when I want to take this further you are saying that u just want to be friends..!!?
Yes because I find that comfort in you as a friend and I don’t see us going ahead with this relationship…
But then what about me..?
Think about it… is it only about u..?? Or it involves both of us..?? If I’m not happy with you then how come this relationship will work..?
But I don’t understand… you say you are happy with me as a friend but won’t be happy with me being my girlfriend… How am I supposed to understand this..?
You have to... I’m sorry if I broke your heart but then its better doing this now than being sorry for this the entire life..!!
So does that mean I don’t even get to prove my love to you…?
You already have... It’s just that probably I’m not ready for a commitment... Or maybe it’s just you… Your past which is stopping me from getting close to you…
Oh! So it’s my past… My past doesn’t allow you to love me because I have been a player throughout my life is it..? But then you said that I have changed and if you won’t trust me now then who will... I have changed a lot to be close to you… to be able to love you… And now after having come so far you breaking up with me doesn’t help...
We were never in a relationship to break up…. And this change was more for you than me.. It has made you a better person... And probably if you continue to be this way I’m sure you will get someone better..!!
This was not the way I thought this will end if it ever had to..!! Never had I even thought in my wildest of dreams that one day I’ll lose you because of my past. How I wish I could go back and change everything so that I dint have to see this day… I guess I’m not worth your love… But then I can’t even stay with being just a friend! So I guess it’s time to say good bye…
Don’t do this… I want you as a friend…
Yes… And that’s what I cannot be… I’ll have to leave… I’ll miss you... ill cherish every moment spent with you and keep loving you with the same honesty I have loved you till today…

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