Happy Birthday Shweta!

From a call from an unknown number for an invitation to a birthday party!
To reaching lonavala eventually ending up in a not so surprise party!
Party like a rockstar being the theme… There was everything that lived up to the theme!
From bon fire to loud music to short skirts to short pants & jeans…
From Bacardis to Beers to Smirn offs to Antiquity to Tequila shots to Cranberry Juice & Red Bull…
Everything on the house and 7 most happening people on the planet under one roof..!!
We danced like there was no tomorrow…
We drank as if we don’t want to live tomorrow…
High on spirit… high on friendship… it was a night full of masti…
Started with calling a guy “Chokri” to apologizing for past mistakes…
A night where new friends were born…
To playing with a cat and wondering next day where the hell did she come from..!!
Getting up in the morning guessing who got me to the bedroom…
To realizing what a crazy night you have had by getting proof lying beside the bed..!!
Extremely tiring yet most happening party of all time...
All thanks to the people present and also to the people who were missed..!!
Happy Birthday Shweta!

I want to say something to you
What?
I think we should be just friends..!!
But we are friends..!
Yes…. But I want be “just friends”…
But I was here to tell you that I love you and I want you to be my girlfriend..!!
This whole time we’ve been having such a good time together and all of a sudden when I want to take this further you are saying that u just want to be friends..!!?
Yes because I find that comfort in you as a friend and I don’t see us going ahead with this relationship…
But then what about me..?
Think about it… is it only about u..?? Or it involves both of us..?? If I’m not happy with you then how come this relationship will work..?
But I don’t understand… you say you are happy with me as a friend but won’t be happy with me being my girlfriend… How am I supposed to understand this..?
You have to... I’m sorry if I broke your heart but then its better doing this now than being sorry for this the entire life..!!
So does that mean I don’t even get to prove my love to you…?
You already have... It’s just that probably I’m not ready for a commitment... Or maybe it’s just you… Your past which is stopping me from getting close to you…
Oh! So it’s my past… My past doesn’t allow you to love me because I have been a player throughout my life is it..? But then you said that I have changed and if you won’t trust me now then who will... I have changed a lot to be close to you… to be able to love you… And now after having come so far you breaking up with me doesn’t help...
We were never in a relationship to break up…. And this change was more for you than me.. It has made you a better person... And probably if you continue to be this way I’m sure you will get someone better..!!
This was not the way I thought this will end if it ever had to..!! Never had I even thought in my wildest of dreams that one day I’ll lose you because of my past. How I wish I could go back and change everything so that I dint have to see this day… I guess I’m not worth your love… But then I can’t even stay with being just a friend! So I guess it’s time to say good bye…
Don’t do this… I want you as a friend…
Yes… And that’s what I cannot be… I’ll have to leave… I’ll miss you... ill cherish every moment spent with you and keep loving you with the same honesty I have loved you till today…

Incomplete part 2

Now, things have changed, and so am I
Realized something’s & I break away
Realized what I was doing would be wrong..!!
Realized the importance of what I may lose if I let this stay
There is someone much more important than her
She is alone and she is lonely
She deserves my time more than her
Realizing the fact that a stone cannot be moulded…
I move on… And thank god for the lesson..!!

Incomplete part 1

She was sitting right in front of me
Had seen her before but never had a word with her
She was pretty & innocent, carried herself casually
She was trying hard to portray herself being happy
But behind her smiling face was a lot of pain, a pain of losing someone close to her
Someone she has spent most of her life with… dreaming, smiling and doing all the things which made her happy
Her eyes spoke a lot about her… She definitely was a fun loving person before this incident
Something was pulling me towards her asking me to get to know her more.
I wanted to know what went wrong
Few days passed… we became very good friends... Got to know each other well…
Every passing moment tried to make her feel better…
And…