I was waiting for her at the station. Obviously this has been the first time that we had been away from each other for so long. The wait was very long & had unexpected surprises along. The train had arrived and the wait was over, I was going to see her after months of being apart from each other. My excitement got high & was trying to search her through every window so I could get even a small glimpse of her before she gets down to calm down my heartbeats.
I wanted to hug her, kiss her and hold her tightly in my arms. She alighted from the train & there she was right in front of me with her beautiful smile saying final goodbye’s to her friends before she meets them again at the same place after a week. She noticed me in the crowd came to me and hugged me & I held her tightly never willing to let her go but realized we were in a public place, also finally met her roommate and my newly found girl friend in her.
We started our walk toward the car and then our quite drive towards our home which was not as quite as it was ought to be. A normal person at 5 in the morning would be tired after a journey… but then I said a normal person which she is not, she wanted to tell me all the stories of 3 months which she had spent there in just an hour of our journey back home. Throughout this whole one sided conversation that we were having I was lost in her completely, realizing how much I love her and miss her every day.
I knew this one week the time was going to fly, but then this one week was worth a million for the time spent with her. Yes I won’t deny the fact that her college and newly owned life has made her change a bit but then it’s accepted. She was rude to me and to her family, but then this is what she had to be to survive there. And yes she is a tough ice to break mind you as I have experienced throughout my life.
I’m writing this just to let you know that I’m happy that you have become very strong and you stick to your decisions & didn’t let emotions affect your decisions. And I truly respect your decision (you know what I’m talking about rite?).
And also this was written to let you know that the change you are talking about that you have developed is 99% acceptable but then this ice breaking session is very difficult every time so make sure you leave that change their itself and come as yourself, the person I love and has always loved. And also to let you know that your intuition’s on me are never going to come true, yes I’m talking about only those ones which try to make a negative impact on our life. So you can intuit as much as you want I’ll make sure everything comes wrong. (Accept few intuitions that should come true)
Finally also wanted to let you know that it took a lot of effort to again change you into something which you always were, I have always appreciated the way you are and loved you. So let me be the strong one in our relationship and please let me provide you with a shoulder whenever you want to cry and don’t let it dry inside. Let me be the one who keeps it inside. Another 3 months without you is going to be an uphill task but we will walk through it together as we have always. That day you said that probably this might be the last time you are seeing me… I promise and make sure it won’t be. I’ll again come to the station to pick you up in December the way I had come now and try to look through every window to get your small glimpse.