Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Search..

Since the time my parents held my hands to help me walk to the time when my parents let my hand off so that i can open my wings to fly in this world...A search has kept me waiting...

A search for a right way, a search for life, a search for beginning..
Probably a search for myself...

Too many wishes, more and more expectations made me lead a life which was not mine..

Engineering?? cricket..?? and many more such questions kept hitting me to add up to the confusion..
Though never ended up doing what i wanted..

A feeling that probably now i have played enough with my life makes me realise to do something which is different.. something which will work for me.. something that makes me happy...
And again i reach a point where the same questions hit me and the search for the answers begins...

Today practicing on the field and seeing so many people waste their time for something for which they are not passionate about.. Something which doesnt mean anything to them again made me go into the same old hole where even my search is stuck..
Am i really doing what i want to do.. Am i at the right place..???

A search which probably will have no end... But something which will try to keep me informed...

Every1 everywhere is trying to search himself... only thing missing is the will.. the drive.. the determination to accept the truth..
The truth that may help in ending this everlasting search...
The truth about urself..
The day im prepared to hear the truth about myself probably that will be the end of my search...
And till then im waiting...

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